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Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly as you teach and admonish one another with all wisdom, and as you sing psalms, hymns and spiritual songs with gratitude in your hearts to God.
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Feb. 8th, 2007 @ 10:05 pm Hows the weather?
3 John 1:2
Beloved, I pray that you may prosper in all things and be in health, just as your soul prospers.

Well, here I sit in a hotel room in beautiful Orlando, Florida. Don't be too jealous, I'm here working. The Lord has been so kind to me lately. I feel at peace with my life. I attended a wonderful church service the other day and felt God on me stronger than I have in a very long time. He rejuvenated my Spirit, cleared my mind, and strengthend my body. It was an awesome experience that I can't begin to describe in words, but to feel His presence in such a profound way opened me up to so much that I had been missing for a great long while. God bless us all!

Time to prosper!
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Jan. 15th, 2007 @ 08:24 pm Awakening
Current Mood: awakeawake
Jesus said, "If you hold to my teaching, you are really my disciples. Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.”- John 8:31-32

The truth. What exactly is the truth? The truth is what things actually are and not what we would like them to be. A life in Christ can shine light on all things so that we might see things as they actually are in pristine detail. When the light of God hits you everything becomes crystal clear. You think with a sober mind. It become aware of the things that you are wrong for and the things that make you just. You begin to look at life from a perspective that you've never had. This experience initially filled me with sadness for my wrongs and my sins, but at the same time fills my mind with ways to correct my mistakes and gives me a profound sense of inner peace. The door of faith is open to me and I feel great about it. I desire completely different things than I used to. I want to turn away from those things that destroy me and walk toward the things that renew me. I am soooooooooo excited!!! Life is amazing! God is amazing!... and YOU are amazing!!! God Bless!!!
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Jan. 14th, 2007 @ 10:17 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
1 Blessed is the man
who does not walk in the counsel of the wicked
or stand in the way of sinners
or sit in the seat of mockers.
2 But his delight is in the law of the LORD,
and on his law he meditates day and night.

3 He is like a tree planted by streams of water,
which yields its fruit in season
and whose leaf does not wither.
Whatever he does prospers.

4 Not so the wicked!
They are like chaff
that the wind blows away.

5 Therefore the wicked will not stand in the judgment,
nor sinners in the assembly of the righteous.

6 For the LORD watches over the way of the righteous,
but the way of the wicked will perish.

That is from Psalm 1 and rings bells in my heart. All of my life I've wondered what direction to take and how to spend my time here on this Earth. My path has been blocked by many obstacles and has been hazy. All the while, all around me, my loving God has been with me but I failed to see Him clearly. Until now, my life has been my own and I've made some good decisions and some very bad ones. I've learned the ways of the world(mostly the hard way) and seen a great many thing. The greatest lesson of all is realizing that God is real and God loves each and every one of us, even those who choose not to love him or believe in Him.

In realizing this, I turn all my attention on to the One that created me and gave me everything. I turn my eyes and my heart to the One that breathed life into me. I wait and listen for Him to speak. I trust in His power and wisdom more than the ground I stand on. I only want what He allows me to have.

This is the kind of life I dream of living, a life where God is in all that I say or do. I wish to be an obedient child of our living God. A life of power and conviction. A life of faith, love, and understanding in direct communion with God. If I can have that, everything else is just details.

There ya go, LoLo! As requested...
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Jan. 7th, 2007 @ 03:39 pm A great start!
Current Mood: contentcontent
Philippians 4:11
Not that I speak in regard to need, for I have learned in whatever state I am, to be content.


That pretty much sums it up! I am content with my life the way it is no matter where the wave takes me. I am so lucky to have the people that I have in my life. I am so thankful for everything that God allows me to have. I am in love with living and appreciate every breath. After I realized, that no matter what goes on in my life to be content with it and thankful for it, my mind was opened to new possibilties. Pessimistic thoughts disappeared. There is no defeat in me. All I want is to take what I have right now at this very moment and do the best I can with it. I want to live a life of honor and love. I want to make more good friends and keep the one's that I already have close. I am so lucky! I have a loving God, great family, awesome friends, and nothing to complain about. My golf swing is getting deadly and I am excited to be alive. Not a bad starting point for 2007.
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Jan. 1st, 2007 @ 12:17 am The New Year is here!
Current Location: Da Crib
Current Mood: peacefulpeaceful
Ecclesiastes 3:1
[ Everything Has Its Time ] To everything there is a season, A time for every purpose under heaven.

Happy New Year to everyone! WOW, this is a great time of year! A time for new beginnings and new friends! A time for reflection on the year past and a new chapter of our lives to write in '07. Looking back on '06, I remember great times and low spots. '06 was a rollercoaster for me.

All I know is that I have a great family and an insanely wonderful group of friends that I love very much. Every one of you should know who you are. I beg you, do not let '06 pass like a fart in the wind. Instead, take the time to reflect on it. Remember the lessons, the good times, the bad times. Remember who made it a good year of your life and remember who made it a bad year. Forgive and forget. Look ever forward into '07 and make it the best year of your life no matter your circumstance. Take nothing for granted.

If I've never met you or if I don't spend enough time in your life, hopefully I can change that this year. Good luck in your endeavors and I hope to see you all soon. I love you all and HAPPY FUCKIN NEW YEAR!!!!!!!
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Dec. 29th, 2006 @ 11:24 pm A good day!
Proverbs 27:17
As iron sharpens iron, So a man sharpens the countenance of his friend.

Interesting thing happened at the driving range today. An eye opener, if you will. I went to the driving range today to break in my new clubs. I was growing very frustrated because I just wasn't hitting the ball the way I should have. I tried many a different thing. Some adjustments worked for a time or two, but inevitably I returned to the wicked slice that was destroying my confidence. I love these new clubs. They are top of the line clubs and there's no reason why I shouldn't hit the ball perfect every time. As many golfers know, it's always the clubs right. A fool's thinking. All jokes aside, I was really getting angry with myself. Another mistake.

In my frustration, I was at the end of the bucket and decided to break out the driver one last time. I pulled it from the bag, took off the cover, and stepped up to the tee. I just relaxed, and just wound up(not thinking about"are my feet in good position?" or "is my left arm straight?"). I just gave it my all. I cranked that sucker! Best drive all day.

Suddenly, I heard a voice over my shoulder saying "Nice swing. You better put that club back in the bag, I think you got that one down." I turn and look and see a white haired man in his sixties behind me. I said to him " Don't let it fool ya. I'm really inconsistent." He says, "Hit another one". So I set up on the ball, took a swing and did the same thing again. I was surprised because I hadn't done that all day long. "Looks like you got it down to me". This prompted an immediate conversation about golf. The game I love dearly.

We talked about my clubs and how I got them. We talked about our swing , as all golfers do. He gave me pointers on how to adjust the weights and little tricks to get the most out of my stroke. I ran out of balls in my bucket, so I watched him swing a few times and I tell ya this old man has game. He looked so relaxed and methodical in his swing. He wasn't putting alot of effort into his swing but he was hitting the ball almost as far as I was with minimal effort. So I grabbed my 7 iron from my bag, and mimicked his swing. As I said before, I was out of golf balls, so he threw me about 7 or 8, and told me to take a few more swings. SWEET! I mimicked his swing and was hitting the ball straight, far and with good contact. It was almost magical.

Very wonderful man I met today. He took the time out of his day to talk to me and pass on some knowledge that he aquired. It's nice to know that there are people out there that will help someone out without reward, even if it is something as small as a conversation. I got more knowledge about golf from that man in 15 minutes than I had ever gotten from anyone else in however long I've been playing.

The moral of the story and there's always a moral, isn't there? You never know what you can learn or gain from another unless you take the time to receive it. God puts people in our lives that are around for a moment, a season, or a lifetime and each one of them can impact your life in some way. Some mildly and others greatly. I think that's what happened today. Some come at the perfect time to help or guide and leave in the next instance. Always be willing to learn something, if not just one thing from everyone in your life and never hesitate to teach anyone who is willing to receive what you have to offer. The rewards could be astounding! I found my swing today!! Hellz yeah! Thanks, Mr. Terry!
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Dec. 28th, 2006 @ 09:46 pm Rage, rage against the dying of the light!
Current Mood: INSPIRED
Do not go gentle into that good night,
Old age should burn and rave at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Though wise men at their end know dark is right,
Because their words had forked no lightning they
Do not go gentle into that good night.

Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright
Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,
And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way,
Do not go gentle into that good night.

Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight
Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

And you, my father, there on the sad height,
Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray.
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

-Dylan Thomas

I read those words in a book I was reading the other day and it reminded me how much I enjoyed that poem when I was younger. Most kids in school hated literature and English but I always loved it. I've always been in awe of the thoughts that people have. The mere ability for we humans to be able to create unique and beautiful things such as literature and art is awesome to me. Its one way that we are seperated from the beasts of the field and evidence that we are not mere evolved animals. God gives us our talents and expects us to use them as many do.

This poem in particular has a great message. As we pass through our years into an inevitible darkness, we should fight as hard as we can against it. Live our lives to the best of our ability. Leave a mark on this earth. Our life here is precious and short. We should break down all walls that hold us and break all chains that bind us. Yeah, stuff like that. Rage, RAGE against the dying of the light! And if the darkness should take us, It will not do so without a fight!

Good stuff!

There's someone that I miss right now...and if you read this...I LOVE YOU!
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Dec. 27th, 2006 @ 11:38 pm The New Year approaches!
Current Location: My Lair
Current Mood: peacefulpeaceful
1 Peter 4:7-11

7The end of all things is near. Therefore be clear minded and self-controlled so that you can pray. 8Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers over a multitude of sins. 9 Offer hospitality to one another without grumbling. 10Each one should use whatever gift he has received to serve others, faithfully administering God's grace in its various forms. 11 If anyone speaks, he should do it as one speaking the very words of God. If anyone serves, he should do it with the strength God provides, so that in all things God may be praised through Jesus Christ. To him be the glory and the power for ever and ever. Amen.

As the New Year approaches, I find myself in a state of introspection, pondering the many memories of 2006, while looking ever forward to 2007. Typically on most years, I'd be planning where I'm gonna get drunk, How I'm gonna get there, and how Im gonna get home(nobody likes to drive on New Years eve!) I've always liked going out with my friends on New Years Eve, but this year I'm feeling a bit different about it. Let me explain.

This may sound depressing, but I actually just want to be completely and totally alone this year. Not because I'm suicidal or anything but because it's something Ive never, ever done. Just stay in while the entire world goes crazy. I think it might be the perfect time to think about what I want to accomplish in 2007. We all make those silly little resolutions that none of us keep, and get so hammered on that specific night when were supposed to begin them that we completely forget about them the next day and go on the same old way we were the year before. You know who you are. I just want to sit back and relax. Enjoy the quiet. God knows I love everyone of ya out there, but World, I think I'm gonna sit this one out.

There's a great many thing that I want to do with 2007. I want to make it the best year of my life, but it's gonna take some determination. I want to take a few more trips this year. I want to delete everything that pisses me off and bring in everything that puts a smile on my face. I want to get more creative than I ever have with my music and art. I want to dramatically improve my golf game. I want to be stronger physically and mentally than I ever have before and improve more and more each and every day. I want to spend more time with the people who matter and less time with the peple who don't. Basically, my life needs a tune up. Don't get me wrong, I love my life, but there's always room for improvement. I want to get out of the realm of monotony and repetition, and make my life an everchanging, ever evolving adventure. The most important thing of all, I want to keep closer to God and make prayer a huge part of my day. Life is so much easier if we just shut up and listen to what God tells us! That's what I'm gonna do. Call me crazy! That's my resolution. What's yours???????
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Dec. 20th, 2006 @ 12:13 am Merry Christmas!
Current Mood: geekygeeky
Mark 12:30
And you shall love the LORD your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your mind, and with all your strength.’ This is the first commandment.

Mark 12:31
And the second, like it, is this: ‘You shall love your neighbor as yourself.’ There is no other commandment greater than these.”

I haven't written anything since I started this Journal. It's been an interesting week thus far. I've had a blast this week, moved into a new place, and am now back in P'cola for good. Now is the time to get geared up for Christmas,my favorite time of year. It's the one time of the year where we all get along(except for those who beat each other senseless over the last Elmo doll or PS3). Sad stuff. All negativity aside, I love the thought that everyone at the same time gets a little taste of what God intends for us. As we prepare to get together for the Holidays with our families, eat our feasts, watch some football, open our gifts, and practice Peace on Earth, Let's not forget what we're celebrating here. We are celebrating the birth of our Lord and Savior. With that comes the love and Peace of the Holidays. People getting along? What a wonferful concept. Why can't we do that all year long? I see so many people in my travels and adventures who are just down right evil to each other. It's really quite sad, I tell you. Lay down your arms, I say. Let's quit thinking about how the other person is different and concentrate on what makes us the same. Get out there. Help someone less fortunate. Pass along a smile instead of your middle finger. Christmas is here, people. Let's keep it goin all year long. Just a thought.
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Dec. 12th, 2006 @ 04:05 pm First entry...
Current Mood: thankfulthankful
"Have you not known? Have you not heard? The everlasting God, the Lord, The Creator of the ends of the earth, Neither faints nor is weary. His understanding is unsearchable. He gives power to the weak, And to those who have no might He increases strength. Even the youths shall faint and be weary, And the young men shall utterly fall, But those who wait on the Lord Shall renew their strength; They shall mount up with wings like eagles, They shall run and not be weary, They shall walk and not faint." -Isaiah 40:28-31 (NKJV)

This is a very powerful piece of scripture and very fitting for me. It was posted by LoLo first, so I kinda ripped it off. Sorry, LoLo! Love ya.

I've been in a state of new understanding lately trying to make sense of things that have been going on. I've been working in Slidell for the past few months and its been rewarding...and a bit lonely. My PawPaw suffered two strokes in a week while I was wrapping things up over there. Of course I went over there, to see him. At first they told us that they may not be able to do anything for him due to all of the blockages in his arteries. To see such a strong and happy man confined to a bed and struggling just to speak broke my heart.So I decided to do something I hadn't done in a very long time. I prayed. I prayed my ass off. Shortly after, maybe a day or so, the doctor came in the room and said that they were going to do a procedure to get more circulation into his brain. I prayed again and believed on that prayer. Then came the procedure. He sailed through it like a champ. The very next day they sent him to a rehab facility and he was playing volleyball that afternoon. Now from being confined to a bed to the very next day playing volleyball. Some kind of miracle. Praise God.
I've changed so much in such a short period that it's sometimes hard to make sense of it. God has filled me with new desires and shown me the power of earnest, selfless prayer. He has opened my eyes to a variety of possibilities that I had never seen before. I've become almost an entirely different person in my heart. Sounds crazy, but it's true. I've become very bored and disinterested in places that I felt so comfortable before and Vice Versa. I see things more clearly. It's going to be interesting to see where God takes me next, but I tell you now, friend, my faith has never been stronger.

More to come...

Thanks for reading!
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